Thursday, May 31, 2007


If I hadn't already done it,
I never would have believed I could.
The clever calculations 
I discovered by accident
haunted my brain,
forcing me to give in 
to my darkest blackest side.

As a western breeze rolls in,
I throw open my windows
as wide as they will go
to maximize the ocean wind
wheezing into my apartment.

In two hours it will be cold outside
and the apartment
will be nicely chilled and
perhaps then
my profuse and
disgusting sweating
might finally cease.

It is with this hope
that I moved my life to the shore -
the cold from the Pacific
might allow me
to feel comfort
for once in my life.


You asked me
what inspired me to write.
I don't really know.

When we met I imagined
a stentorean symphony of sound
in tribute to you.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007


i will fuck you
til you stop me
and do exactly what you like
i'll pleasure you
treasure you
make you come and laugh
all night

you're notorious
and so glorious
i'm victorious
like the big blue bus
i come and go in a flash
with my pastport & cash
and my deep down secret truth
that I share with only you

Monday, May 28, 2007


My penis is crying
and that's all there is
it's not sexual pleasure
nor intimate infection
it's not piss
or puss
or other stuff
and i didn't come
to get it
it's tears are real
i know just how it feels
it's not me that's crying
it's my penis

Friday, May 25, 2007


They are beautiful...
those flesh-toned 
late-spring movies —
full of morning heat and
evening re-releases
full of start-ups
and finals
those silent black finals...
those finals that flash—
those lashes that thrash
and then it's me — all alone
no shelter - no home
no water - no sky
no light - no lie

Sunday, May 20, 2007


I am dark and black and negative
for a reason
I chose to be here
while her beauty
smothers me down

To look
is to give away a secret
that shameful secret
that exists
and controls tight.

That's the semen-coated truth.