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You're insignificant
and I hate you.

What you say,
and what you do
makes me realize
there's no god in the sky
and no pleasure on earth.

I did nothing.
I went nowhere.
The climb uphill
was full of terror and
hunger pangs and
roasted ego (ala king).

I am angry and ashamed and
You have every reason to ignore me.
I don't provide comfort or security.

If that's what you're seeking,
Rely on your parents.
Rely on your boyfriend.
Rely on yourself.

I will die alone.
And no one will care.
No one will notice.
No one will think twice.

Yet you're insignificant
and I hate you.