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Does it hurt more
When I'm around?
Is there something I can do?
Somewhere I can go?
How did I become so sad?
Tortured?
Insolent?
I think I know...
But I've forgotten
And it doesn't seem like it would change

much even if I could remember ....

My eyes cannot stay open

my impact is null
I have spent a life marganilized
Unable to enjoy
Responding only to the feelings of anger, guilt or pain
Easily manipulated
A life of
Timidity–
No one knows the timid I've seen